like a dedication .. / ..a guisa di dedica

These are the days where you should open your mouth and scream a big F*CK OFF!!
Yes, today is one of these days (I'm listening to Pearl Jam, not to Pink Floyd.. they both begin by P and share the TWO WORDS name, but they're quite different).

By the way, today/tonite I'm not going to write something stupid about my photographs (I will do this tomorrow with a GREAT NEWS, but I'm not in the right mood tonite), rather I will write something about HER, i. e. about Martina, my future (I HOPE) wife.
After this weekend we spent together - we didn't see each other since a month - I stuck here with memories and a lot of days to go through all alone. Well, that sucks. I have a lot of work to do, I will take a lot of photographs and listen to tons of music - probably SAD and MELANCHOLIC music - just to pass the time and wait for her to come. I guess, this is a part of becoming adult. Should be amazing? Should be formative? Of course it is! Because if it's not I'm totally wasting my time, and I'm pretty sure I'm not taking it back!
I just need some space to say something about my condition, but when I decided to write something I was listening to a song I'd like to dedicate to Martina, even though she doesn't like it because it makes her sad. Nevermind, I love this one and I love her.

PEARL JAM
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Just Breath